Friday, July 15, 2005

cla aka clara

thanks for blogging on behalf of me. heh. (: i read people's blog and somehow got some inspiration. heh. dil not bad ar.. ur recent entries all quite meaningful and less bitchy and crappy. heh. (: ultimately, i dunno why we get more vulnerable as we grow up.

prob because we are less dependent on parents and more on friends? so we tend to be get very affected by things that happen cause some friends arent exactly trustworthy and your once strong beliefs are swayed and somehow shattered. so your all the while "perfect" illusion of life is shattered. prob that's why. We should be matured by now ya? but somehow, it just doesnt feel this way.. why?

yea.. dil and cla. we never used to cry for the slightest thing. never used to be so unhappy about stuff before.. never used to be.. shall i use the word weak? hah. that's because we are very sheltered.. sheltered by people like shuyi, sharon, pris, wenfoo, wilbur.. for you, wanli and co. blah blah. it's the company you see.

i read in someone's blog that life is just like some stage play. you are in it to suit the environment and not the other way round. it's sad.. but true. dil once said that too. she's changing to suit the environment.. i guess everyone in one way or another, lose their true selves once they grow older. inevitable i must say. so i really would like to go back in time. hah. as in, i dun regret making the friends i made in HC, but character wise, i want the old clara back. i guess dil too.

you're quite right in your own blog lar. heh. im amazed at how you find time blogging in two blogs.. but anyway, im not complaining. (: it's not only you twinny~ i dun really know myself too. is it just us? boooOOo. thoughts, emotions. logic. everything. PooF~ suddenly everything is blank. it's not a matter of thinking what i want and stuff.. it's also a matter of practicality. i once read somewhere that life is a series of push and pull. you want to do something, but somthing else will hold you back. interesting, aint it?

wishing;
7/15/2005 09:49:00 AM

*dilys and clara
*deecla
*19
*Blah blah blah...

Stars of my life
::manling::
::shuyi::
::sharon::
::eUg::
::sompong::
::bimbotic ler!::
::yings!::
::pui kor::
::lanbo::
::nana!::
::mad!::
::bong!::
::wuuu hui!::
::siyin!::
::diL aka dee::
::tsai hsiu::

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Searching for a glimmer of hope

To My friends who are... engaged
~the true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together
but how good you are for each other~

To My friends who are... still holding on
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone in life and fall in love
only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be
and you have wasted years on someone who wasnt worth it.
If he isnt worth it now
he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now
Let go~

To My friends who are... heartbroken
~Heartbreak last as long as you want
and cut as deep as you allow them to go
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreak
but to learn from them